=) life

In the name of ALLAH Most GRACIOUS Most MERCIFUL.

alhamdulillah! to my dearest LORD..the most HIGH!!

it has been a while i didn't update my blog.. asif jiddan! =='''
well, today..i kinda have the mood to tap my fingers on my keyboard of my lappy... DUST?? its all over my lappy..

since i become a BFF to my IPAD.

shyly to share my experience...

I have been growing  up in a very dintict way to compare to other normal teenagers. it is a norm thing if u've seen a group of teenagers going out and have some fun together....

but NOT ME

my parents...NEVER LET ME DO THOSE THINGs..
include camping!(organized by my school) 
but my mom..shes incredible..
she did let me do it but only once just to get familiar with the usage of public transport. (=
Was educated in PRIVATE school..from primary to secondary
Never hired a driver, afraid if theres a driver who wants to do kidnapping..
Its like living under a huge CCTV focusin on me.
Hired a bibik(maid) to lessen the burden of household chores..i do ot need to do ironings..
(still...my mom trains me like a bibik)
And YES! I admit..I may be good at CLEANING, COOKING, DESIGNING, DRAWING...but not IRONING CLOTHES.
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UNTIL...
i am here in my college
I was extremely excited when..
I ride on a bus.
go out with my friends..
shopping...
bowling...
movies..
archery
until i dont kno whats left to do...

=)

it didn't take a long time to figure out something precious...
out of the blue.. a single question pops out...

WHY?

why i cant be like em? why me and my sisters been keep inside? why?????
my DAD is a critical thinker. he LOVES me and my dear sisters soo much and AWARE of his responsibilities...
HE kept us inside..HIDDEN..away from this polluted world.
SOCIAL PROBLEMs, ADULTERY, BAD BEHAVIORS, BAD INFLUENCE..etc

at first i take it personally and I am quite rebellious as I tried to seek freedom.
I flash back the word FREEDOM.. what is FREEDOM actually?
when i go back to basic...since infinity...
I AM A SLAVE OF ALLAH
I AM A UMMA OF MY RASUL (MUHAMMAD S.A.W)

before we were born do you know that we are a LOVER of ALLAH SWT???
WE LOVE ALLAH SOO MUCH... just to prove whether we really LOVES ALLAH..
we AGREE to be sent down to the earth to be TESTIFY with soo many CIRCUMSTANCES....

OBLIGATIONS, NIKMAH(REJOICE OF LIFE), BELIEF, FAITH(IMAAN)...etc

do u kno that...
we, the Muslim have a weak spirit..and that is why we were born as a MUSLIM.
WHILE..the STRONG spirit born as a non-MUSLIM.
subhanallah! ALLAH is all-knowing!

SMILE for every moment in your life...
either hard or ease...
=)
every events happend in our lives have its own reasons. just be thankful and work for your aims!
because ALLAH is the master of all plannings. the ALL-KNOWING, most gracious, and the only ONE!

I FEEL LUCKY..and alhamdulillah O' ALLAH.. for every nikmah that u give me!
AL-FATIHAH for our beloved prophet muhammad S.A.W.

and
AL-FATIHAH for our parents who have done soo much of sacrifice for each one of us!
human being is never perfect. so does our self. parents teachers...ALL of us..
EXCEPT FOR ALLAH!

=)HAPPY IBADAH!

ALHAMDULILLAH. actions speak louder than words =)

alhamdulillah, im on my way to become a 24/7 purdah lover.
Where now, i begin to wear it n i feel so great n secure!
alhamdulillah. only allah knows how do i feel on wearing it.
it is better to wear it than never! =D
what for do u need to judge a women who wears purdah but  the fact is shes tremendously happy-go-lucky?? and then judging her..
well..
same GOES for the free-hairs.
it'll make things worst! if all u pointed out are the negative ideologies or effects. OPPRESSED much. TT,TT
how about thinking what u can produce rather than blockin it at the first place?

WE should be ASHAMED of our sins that we had committed..not on our 'AMAL or good deeds.
i believed that most of peop nowadays r always look at ones fault rather than sees the bright side of it.

plus, i think by wearing burqa purdah, niqab...etc
can protect us from being disturb
n as i can see that i do protects me from perfoming the HARAMs such as zina(heart..etc)
wait! what is zina? its FORNICATION~


Zina (Arabic: الزنا‎ ) in Islam is extramarital sex and premarital sex. Islamic law prescribes punishments for Muslim men and women for the act of Zina.
Islamic law considers this prohibition to be for the protection of men and women and for the respect of marriage. Zina is considered one of the great sins in Islam.


moreover, it is the best way to PREVENT zina..
we got heart type of zina.
maybe unconsciously we are contributing sins on men as they sees our face..or maybe our smiles. that could make him keep on flashing back our face n make him comminting zina?
who knows?.wallahualam, allah knows the best. because only ALLAH know ones intentions are.

alhamdulillah,
 i think i should continuously practise good behaviors like setting OTT(OVER THE TOP) actions with boundaries..
n also good thoughts such as feeling comfortable of what I think that i had done is not wrong n it is benificial.

if this step will bring me feels closer to my dear ALLAH, I will do it even if i got several disagreements from my close mates+relatives.
O' ALLAH guide us all for every actions we're going to perform.
n bless us for our every ibadah that we had made.ameen.

do not bring our ibadah as in the dead form to present it to u later in akhirah, nauzubillah min zaalikk.
insyallah. ill update my blog in the future =)

Islam 
it has the answers 
to every question worth asking
to every anxiety and worry
to every issue and problem
for every person's circumstances
it has the solution and answer - you just need to seek it out from The Qur'an and Sunnah
Islam,


 it's complete! ♥

REAL FACTS DAT NEED TO BE REMIND ALWAYS! =)

Life is a Test,

Islam is the best,

Salat is a must,

Aakhirat is for the rest,

World is only a dust,

If Quran is in the chest,

nothing need next,

Obey ALLAH first.

Success will be next.

=) may ALLAH bless y’ll~ ameen.

RANDOM =)

HIJJAB?? FASHION OR FAITH? RE-THINK!
http://youtu.be/SPfqiihxc_c

 i miss my BFF, 

FATIN 'ATIKAH!

ZAFIRAH AMIRUZAN  & MAHIRAH AZNAM

& sAME GOES to al of my other SOHABAH =) 

i MISS them all~

SUBHANALLAH!

The call of Darulehsan: 

"O people! TURNS towards Allah.
O people! we are not to live here for ever and nor are we to RETURN.
O people! FEAR Allah. Do what is commanded and shun what is forbidden.
O people! This world and everything it contains is ILLUSIONARY, PERISHABLE and we are GUEST here for only a few days.

O people! We have come to this world to earn for the life hereafter. What you sow here, you will REAP there.
O people! Allah the Almighty has emphasised the IMPORTANCE of SOLAT.
Upon hearing the azaan, LEAVE your homes IMMIDIATELY. 
Let no worldly job STOP you. 
O people! Everything that belongs to the world will be LEFT BEHIND. 
We can take NONE of it with us.

O people! ESTABLISH salaah. 
PERFORM good and enjoin good. Refrain from evil n command others to do the same.
O people! LEAVE your homes for the invitation and SPREAD of ISLAM, 
even if for a short while.
O people! Select the middle path in your actions. 
The best deed is that which is performed daily, even though it may be small.

O people! Do not nullify your good actions. Abandonment of deeds, having once started them, is their nullification. The Nafil (supererogatory) worship is (only) preferred; it is neither Farz nor Wajib (compulsory). But once a Nafil practise is adopted, it becomes Wajib. So never abandon it and ask Allah for perseverance.
O people! Regarding the creation of Allah as His family, occupy yourself in their service.

Do not be abusive to anyone nor show anyone disrespect.
Do not humiliate militate or FIND FAULTS with anyone.
Do not regard anyone as inferior. 
Do not use foul language against anyone nor cause anyone distress.
Do not curse or taunt anyone, nor wish ill for others.

Do not backbite or slander anyone. Where necessary, correct them there and then. Do not hold enmity in your heart for anyone.
Do not ridicule anyone, do not reprove anyone.
Do not betray anyone.

As far as possible do not hurt anyone's feelings nor reduce them to tears.
Unite the broken hearts.
Do not engage in argumentation.
Whatever you know that is in accordance with the Qur'an and Sunnah, preach.
Do not berate or argue with anyone.

Do not speak ill or disrespectfully of any group, organisation or personality that is working for the Deen, even in forgetfulness.
Do good to everyone and instruct others to do good.

If someone asks of you, as far as is possible, fulfill the request. Fulfilling the need of a Muslim is indeed a great act, for the Prophet (SAW) said: 'he who fulfils the need of anyone from my Ummah with the intention of pleasing him, has pleased me and he who has pleased me has pleased Allah the Almighty. And he who has pleased Allah the Almighty, Allah will enter him to Paradise."


WAKE UP o' muslims! RISE UP FOR OUR BOTHERS N SISTERS! RISE UP FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH!! RISE UP FOR THE SAKE OF ISLAM! TOGETHER WE STAND, WE ARE UNBEATABLE!!

SURAT AS-SAFF VERSE 4; 

Indeed, Allah loves those who fight in His cause in a row as though they are a [single] structure joined firmly.

 

SURAT AS-SAFF VERSE 11 AND 12;

 11;[It is that] you believe in Allah and His Messenger and strive in the cause of Allah with your wealth and your lives. That is best for you, if you should know.
12;  He will forgive for you your sins and admit you to gardens beneath which rivers flow and pleasant dwellings in gardens of perpetual residence. That is the great attainment.

ALLAHUAKHBAR!

LIFE unexpected=) alhamdulillah.

yes this weekend.. i have to go back to my other house at SELANGOR.
GOD! it had been an exhausting week.
well, alhamdulillah im fine as always.=)

this is a pic of my lil bro jumping wit excitement~
>__<

??? yup sure he is~

n yesterday night..me n my sis had a good time together  n i dunno y am i doin this ..
maybe bcause i felt happy~
here we go~ homemade HOT CHOC~
>< coffee bean style~ 100% HALAL. no doubt!

im lovin it~ thank u ALLAH, for letting me enjoy this nikmah~ 

=)

hav a gud day!

peace NO war.

DEAR ALLAH...

Ya Allah…
I am lost and I am confused
Darkness is not my place
I want to see and I want to live
And I can not live like this
Show me the light
The light that shines so bright
And show me the path to my future
A future full of happiness and peace
Show me the path to a place
A place where I can fly free
Send me the love
The love that will last for eternity
Let me not forget why I am here
For you are the reason I want to live
So Ya Allah
Show me the path that leads me to your way!
Ameen Ya rubb!!


TT___TT

REPENT. ='(

AIM for akhirah rather than this temporary dunya..
as in dunya seek for his rahmah wit gud intentions N actions..
rebel the tempation that can drag u to the DOOM of life and the doom of HELL.
perform HALAL, avoid HARAM... wish u best of LUCKS ..
may ALLAH bless us all with his rahmah, rizk and hidayah always! ameen.=)

FRAGILE WORLD, it is..

I know that I’m not alone
What I’ve seen, has been seen before
But it hurts just like a thorn
A pain I’ve never felt before

My heart says: “Just speak the truth”
But my mind says: “Don’t be a fool”

Need to get something off my mind
Don’t let this silence be misunderstood
I don’t know where my heart will take me
But I know your light will protect me

From this fragile world
I don’t know where I’m destined to be
Rich or poor, famous, loved or lonely
But I know, without your light I’ll never cope
In this fragile world

Did you think you can silence me?
With your lies, games and deceit?
You can continue robbing me
But you won’t rob my dignity

I know that life is just a game
An illusion that will fade
Cheat and lie, have it your way
But you can’t cheat death, no way

I don’t know where my heart will take me
But I know your light will protect me
From this fragile world

I don’t know where I’m destined to be
Rich or poor, famous, loved or lonely
But I know, without your light, I’ll never cope
In this fragile world

I don’t know where my heart will take me
But I know your light will protect me
From this fragile world

I don’t know where I’m destined to be
Rich or poor, famous, loved or lonely
But I know, without your light I’ll never cope
In this fragile world

Words: Sami Yusuf
Music: Sami Yusuf
Produced by Sami Yusuf

SUBHANALLAH! bless this man o' ALLAH!

allahuakhbar!  IT IS TRUE! 

wake up O MUSLIMS! dont let this dunya make u asleep!

fight for the sake of ALLAH!

HELP US O' ALLAH!

in the name of ALLAH the most gracious the most merciful.
What happend to ISLAM??
what happend to all of the MUSLIMS??
astagfirullahalaziim!
o' ALLAH please forgive us all..


like ammar alshukry stated in his poem, named poem of jannah~
what an excellent master, of a miserable slave..
you FORGOT, n he FORGAVE,
U ASKED for GUIDANCE,
n u STILL STRAYED?
u asked 4 mercy..dat he gave..n more..n more..n more...


MAASYAallah! bless this man o' ALLAH!


Look at us! young guys and girls.We dead.
Losing our grip on faith, 
drwning in worldly affairs forgetting our purpose.
Wt about our kids & their kids & their kids n so on??
Where will they be? Where will Islam b?
a long time ago...
it was dificult 4 the youth 2 fast extra days or wake up for TAHAJJUD nowadays its dificult for us to even treat a fellow person with respect,
to refrain from slander, 
DIFFICULT for sisters to cover their heads?,
to pray 5 times, to even pray 1 time??!!
what r we doing?


MAY ALLAH GUIDE US ALL. AMEEN=)


wallahualam =/

FEAR ALLAH N DO TAUBAH! ALLAHUAKHBAR!!

we R who WE r!

well, i am in a good health condition n yea, feels great today! ><
Firstly, i wanna say sorry if i done anything that might hurt anyone's feeling...

=)

well i find this blogging activity do help me to resolve a disease of mine which is POST addict!

my FB account..dun ask~ its like a wedges wit extreme amount of cheese toppings.LOL.

i love to talk n voicing out sumthing.. n yes, alhamdulillah..i have found the right place..which is BLOGGER!

okay lemme start..

If I ask u wat happend in the world yesterday? u would tell tell me, It was UK's Prince William weds Kate n it was amazing, her dress n his suit looked good. ryt? 
Nah this is what happened yestrday. 50 syrians were killed by their army, 16 in moroco by a bomb blast, gaza-egypt border open, massive protests in yemen, syria etc..

UK is the modern pharaoh. n it seems dat plenty of muslims r waistin their time by watchin their wedding.. well..still, its our choice to decide to do what we want, beneficially!

why such weddings that we keep on praising?
it does not bring peace or any good the wars...involving the Palestinians, syrians etc

obviously, this is the agendas of yahud who praise dajjal. 
we're watchin they get together while we, muslim suffering from the loss of ukhuwah(brotherhood bond). 

o' allah guide us all! ameen=)


n other than that..
this has been bugging me out like ages! well, i don't like to be angry..LA TAGHDOB~  =)


well, its about POSTS on FB.. most of my dearly mates always misinterpret  my post..
n one of my Xteacher asked me..
"r u getting married?" your posts on FB shows that u already got THE 'signal' to hav a life mate..
WTFish is dat? LOL
im not.. im just engaged, married n taken to my LORD..hes my ONE n the only one that last FOREVER!
>__<

peace NO war

assalamualaikum..
i dun wanna make this blog as in a stage to post something like in big paragraph
well, im gonna post sumthin which is reluctant to my life, my feelings and etc
insyaAllah =)